I held a brand new baby, fresh from heaven, this morning.
What a sweet, handsome boy born to dear friends.
My emotions are very close to the surface right now.
I gave myself the month of June off of my diet and exercise, which was a big mistake. While I maintained, my habits were so easily broken! I took a medicine to try and get my cycle back to normal and with the start of summer, visitors, and a change in routine, I gave myself a break, with the delusional thoughts that the medicine might work right away.
It didn't. They want me to take more of the medicine. I am struggling getting back into my routine, it's been a daunting week.
I held this baby, struggling with my absolute joy for my dear friend and self pity for myself, wishing I had all the answers.
Praying that I can get back on track.