My Stupid Thyroid

So, I've been preoccupied and stressed about something for a month now. It's made me feel light-headed, nauseated, very sleepy, and gain weight. No, it's not that. I thought it was. I had the most obvious sign, or rather lacked the most obvious sign. But the results were conflicting. So, this week I had some bloodwork and found out my stupid thyroid is out of whack again. I have had a broken thyroid for ten years now and it was fine for the first eight. However, it's been hard to control ever since I had M. Coupled with lazy pill taking skills this past month, and ouila! I shouldn't be that shocked. Or disappointed. Nothing was there. But it's amazing how much it can feel like something's there when it isn't.